She was safe. Sleeping. I went in and curled up next to her. I cried. I hugged her. I didn't care if she woke up. I just wanted to hear her breathe, and know she was ok.
The dream was so horrific, and so detailed. Yet only about 30 seconds long. I don't want to tell you what it was. It was that bad. I don't want to remember. I have been rubbing at my head all day hoping to rub the memory of it away.
So tonight before bed I was extra nice to her. I hugged her extra long. She lets me. I tell her I love her to the moon and back, I ask her if we can be best friends forever. I cried again. She asked me if I missed her? I told her as soon as I walk out her door I missed her.
More then my life.
Mommy
1 comment:
Oh no, I am so sorry to hear this! It is so scary when you have a dream that is SO real. Give her extra hugs the next few days and before you know it the dream will fade away in your mind.
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